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12月30日 Resolve.Today is the second day I have endured without the pleasure of smoking. I decided to quit simply because I would rather spend the hundreds of dollars I burn each month on something more useful. I chose to quit before January because I don't care to join the masses in making yet another resolution destined to be forgotten one night while gorging on chips, chocolate and the many other things we all vow to deny ourselves of. Quitting has been both easier and harder than I expected. It really is very simple to quit smoking. Just don't do it! Case closed. I find the mental aspect hardest to deal with. There are certain times of the the day I associate with having a cigarette. At those times I can almost feel the smoke caressing the inside of my mouth and sliding down my throat. After work today I really wanted one. Lucky for me, I'm an extremely proud person. Enough people know of my desire to quit, and I can't stand the thought of failing in front of an audience. That is why my dramatic and self indulgent nature hasn't led me to a career in acting. (that, and the camera adds 10 pounds)
Wish me Luck. |
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